here we go again...

Today I had a 4 hour class....yes I'm taking a 4 hour class every Saturday morning. I hate it so much, i'm never taking a Saturday class again. Okay so today we are going out tonight to celebrate my cousin's 21st birthday. I'm really excited and I'm looking forward to having a good time. BUT we are going out to eat first ugh.  I really hate going out to eat.  Restaurants have nothing but my fear foods, even the salads scare me.  I went out to eat earlier in the week with my parents and I did pretty good but it was still scary.  I hate eating out at all, I did it once this week and now you're making me do it twice in a week.  I've been stressing all day about it.  I don't want to spoil mine or anybody else's fun because i'm not eating.  I didn't want to eat anything today until we went out, but I did force myself to eat. I know if i don't get anything to eat at the restaurant my mom will start with me and just make a scene. I seriously hate this. Today is def one of my bad days.  I just hope I find something on the menu that I'm okay with eating. I'll post later and tomorrow and post how it went tonight...