stressed

Finally have a chance to post a blog.  On Saturday when we went out to eat for my cousin's 21st we didn't get seated until 9 pm.  There was so many of us and there was such confusion with the restaurant that we ended up waiting 2 1/2 hours to be seated! I was freaking out because I really hate eating a meal that late at night.  I feel like it just sits in my stomach and I feel disgusting.  But I did order something.  I ordered a house salad it was something I was kinda safe with.  I did eat a little of it which I think is better than eating nothing.  I try to keep telling myself I'm working out and burning a lot of calories so I need to eat.  My body needs energy.

I'm really stressed out at the moment.... theres only 4 weeks left of school and super excited but of course I have so many assignments to get done.  I hate writing papers especially if I don't even understand what I have to write.  Like I don't understand why teachers decide to assign papers and projects the last few weeks of school.  It makes no sense! I'm done with school, I seriously cannot wait for summer.

Oh and I wanted to say I actually ate dinner tonight.  I ate what my mom cooked.  It was my first actual meal in a long time.  I usually just eat a granola bar, yogurt, fruit, or something light for dinner.  My mom let pick out what I wanted to have for dinner and it was very healthy and good! I was very proud of myself.  Hopefully the rest of the week I can continue to eat meals & get a good amount of my school work done!